I lost my home and everything I own in a fire. Everything. Yes....my family and I are safe, but while furniture and "things" can be replaced, some items can never be! Heirlooms from my parents and grandparents, pictures and movies of my children when they were young. Then to find out we don't have enough insurance to rebuild out house. It's devastating. I've tried to be a good person my whole life...do the right things, work hard, help people, be generous. I never been arrested, put my husband and children first, was a great employee, etc. I just don't understand how something so awful could happen to us. Now, I'm depressed. Have started drinking. A lot. I need help and though I pray every night and every morning, nothing changes. PLEASE GOD...I IMPLORE YOU! Help me to get my life back together, get over the loss of my home, stop drinking and become clean of health and spirit. I love you Lord and beseech your forgiveness and your healing. I pray in Jesus name.... Amen.