Thank you.

Thank you.

I have struggled with sexual sin for probably 40 to 45 years. I am 53 years old now, so pretty much all my life. I have been through a few things with ditterent Pastors including a Sozo and 1,000's of prayers with nothing helping. I know the real problem lies with my choices. There is a part of me that doesn't want to give up the temporary satisfaction that comes with sexual sin, but I have prayed more times than I can count for God to rid me of this and to instead make me loathe anything to do with sexual sin, but to no avail. I am at a loss, and this is why I continue to think that I am not saved, even though I have said the sinners prayer numerous times. I know that God says that he saves who he wants to and doesn't save who he doesn't want to, and that scares me. I am married, and my wife knows of some of the struggles that I go through. I just don't understand why God isn't taking all this from me. I am too weak and I give in WAY too easy. I can't do this alone. No one seems to want to keep accountable, so I just live life day by day expecting to give in, I know, pretty pathetic. I really need these chains broken so I can serve God like I know I can.

I did not feel anything unusual, but I believe I if I haven't changed yet, it's coming.

Thank you very much for praying and prophesying over me. I pray the Holy Spirit engulfs me and rids me of all the evil that ensnares me, in Jesus name.