I am in the process of turning my life completely to Jesus but something is fighting me, my fears I think. I have been having nightmares the last four nights.

I am looking for a job that is all year all round, unlike my current job. A job that is reliable for me to cover all my bills. In my prayer I have already offered to give up my quest to become a full-time artist. I would like to have a stable job where I can settle and have a family. i want to please God.