i pray for a change of heart, I've been through a difficult time of my life that made me turn heartless and insensitive. i got hurt so deeply that i can't forgive and just forget everything that happen. and i know as long as I'm still hurt, I won't get over this feeling. but it's affecting me too much that i can't think clearly anymore. the worst thing is, even my loved ones are being affected. i want to raise everything to u Lord and if i can't get the things i want to make me feel OK let me accept and trust that you'll be the one to do it for me your way. because my way is wicked and yours is divine... help me to trust others again and to open my heart for them. i know those are all i need and all that i should do to make everything in place again. help me have my heart back, a heart that even with a scar is willing to understand and to love again...