there's loads of inner secrets deep down in my heart which i can't find anyone to share w , but at least sharing it w God makes me feel somehow relieved . at least there's a listening ear , there's God . but i'm rather confused now , in life , in the next step i should take and what will the future be for me .for the past of what i did , i can't forgive myself even till now ; guilty conscience and sins .
i dare not request anymore from God , able to live till now , it's a blessing already .
i just pray for forgiveness , guidance towards life and resolutions to my problems .
i just hope God will bless the less fortunates , the victims in Japan and anyone who needs God ..

please pray for the people in Japan to be able to cope with all this and face it bravely , may god bless . peace â