After some really hard thought and unquestionable signs, tomorrow I go back on my antidepressants. I hate sharing my feelings of depression with my family and friends because it feels like I am just letting them down. Like I should be happy and fine but its my fault that I feel like this instead. Please pray for healing for me and for me to accept that God has a plan for me even though right now I question that.

I'm getting ready to start a new semester at school. I've withdrawn due to depression twice and I need help to try again. I finished last semester but did very poorly. Please pray that I lean more on God as I start fresh again.