first, i am lifting each and every one of these prayer request up to GOD. second, i really need prayer myself now.. i just cant understand how some can take off and leave their 3 month old son (he is my grandson named Angel) to go to another country to find out if their husband is messing around, she left him with me and was gone for 5 months. i was the one who supported him and walked the floor with him, made sure he had clothes and food and a home and love... i love Angel so much. he did not want anything to do with his mother, she got visitations and i had to make him go because he would get upset everytime she would come around. he is now 11 years old and his mom got him for a visitation and went and filed papers to get him back... until today i had not seen him since dec. 2012. we went to court today and i was the one who got visitations! we go back to court next month. what judge takes a little boy from the person who raised him biggest part of his life just because the courts fills like a child should be with their biological parents.. not everyone is cut out to be a parent. she has 5 other children and might be pregnant again. also since he has been with my daughter she has "brainwashed" him against me, he told the judge that he wants to live with her... even my lawyer said he was being brainwashed but did not bring that up in court.... i am so depressed right now.... i love Angel and i know that GOD gave Angel to me for a reason (i was there when Angel was born and somehow i knew that we would always be together) i dont want to believe that God would give Angel to me only to let him be taken away from me. i feel like my whole world has been ripped from me.... everyone i know is praying GOD"S will be done in this situation but i am wondering how can it be GOD'S will to tear a family apart and Angel and i are family.... it boils down to his mom does'nt want to pay court ordered child support and she wanted him for extra food stamps.... i am very sorry that this is so long but i just had to get it out because all i want to do is cry....... thank you for taking the time to read this and GOD BLESS YOU ALL....
also my daughter is going to a church so she is "doing all this in the WILL OF GOD" and i am praying and asking GOD to bring Angel back home to me... i feel like me and my daughter are tugging GOD in different directions... and it is so hard to keep the faith thru all this because i was sure i was going to get to bring Angel home after court.....