im going through immense confusion and irritation also i need help with faith, please pray that i can respect the person i am going to see
Dance today she has been an immense supporter of my vocal abilites and i want to bea good friend.

i have been having a very tough time accepting grace and praying, i feel very prideful and angry when i should be happy for all the wonderful things i have been given. I have been still living by some kind of law of stone, and i feel self righteous, i aplogize, for sounding so grave, i have been very anxious and i know my self righteousness is not judge, i have been prayed for before, and i have been told god loves me in very profound ways by others though others. it has been tough, and i have been making it tough, i need to let go of my anxiety, and whatever pride or negativity that has been holding me, definetly to let go of the idolatrous lies. I dont know to pray for it exactly, hence help.

ive been having a very difficult time getting it together, i have a lot of opportunities and definetly need a brand new healing and springful look on life, although many things in my life are going well im having some very anxious and tormenting thoughts recently, i have been constantly having to grapple with the difference between flesh and the holy spirit and i am just over all confused as to how to pray, how to seek and become calm with Holy spirit and Jesus. I really dont want ot fall into old habits, and the depression that has been with me for a long time now that i have been fighting i really would like to see lifted, if i could live as i was when i was a child in mind and spirit i believe i could finally be free, i really need help, so i am asking for help, hope you all are well.

its been very difficult for me to quiet my mind and look at myself honestly, i feel alot of fear and rejection and confusion, and i would like some help to get through these difficult times, i would like to have a calm and joyful holiday season.

i dont know whats been going on but i have been having some serious issues with prayer and faith right now, i fear that i will fall into temptation, or already have, i need prayer to recieve grace i have been operating out of my own selfish law, and the strange need to please others.