I did my part in the group work and I did my best to contribute but despite my efforts. just because I failed to ask about the progress of the editing process of our documentary, my group mates got angry at me. I know it's more than just my contribution to the group. From the beginning I am already aware that my group mates do not really want me. I tried to message them before but they all seen zoned me. I am now questioning if this university really is for me when I could have chosen UP instead. I don't get why the person who barely contributed anything had the nerve to share posts that are obviously meant to point at and humiliate me on social media. I skipped lunch, went home late and I live 2 hours away from school but I still did my assigned part. I admitted my mistake of not asking about the progress of the work and said sorry multiple times but they still kept on being mean.

Lord, I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to study and graduate peacefully but at the same time I also want to disappear despite having true friends. Lord, help me out of this situation. I am so tired already. Please help me find peace. Please also help them understand that they, too also are at fault. Please also help them understand where I am coming from. I do not want to graduate without at least reconciling with them. I am now surrendering everything to You. Please have mercy on me and help me carry my cross. :((