I have had so much loss in my life including 2 siblings 2 nephews, my parents and the list goes on and is very long , and all very close together... also the worst of all 2 of my children, my only daughter on Mothers day 2002 and their father in 2010, my youngest son 2011...their dad passed 9 months before our son..both of my children had cystic fibrosis their father died from agent orange related diabetes he was exposed from when he was in viet nam many years before ...a year after my son died we were victims of Hurricane Sandy and lost mostly everything we owned I was with one of my 2 surviving sons (I have 2 left) and we lived in a hotel for 6 months after the storm and after some repairs of our home we moved back into half a house couldnt afford to repair the entire place and remained in it until 2016 and were forced to move because the town owned the land and we didnt know where we would go or what we could afford as I am a senior citizen and have Multiple Sclerosis ...after looking for a new place the last place I looked at as It was coming to the midnite hour of being forced to move from our previous place the former owner of our new home decided to hold the mortgage for me and now we are living in a beautiful new home and safe ....God has blessed us and saw us through when we were about ready to give up ..I now though disabled help other grieving parents through their loss by being a ear for them to vent and give them hope that one day we will be reunited with our lost love ones in heaven