I've always been...out of place in my relationships. I'm not quite sure how I've managed to make my friends up until this point. I've met a girl that I really like and I don't want to scare her away, so...I suppose that my request is two fold. First, pray that God will keep me pure in my intentions, my thoughts, my actions...and I also would ask God for chances to be her friend. Not just for me to be friends with her, but for me to be the friend that she needs me to be.

In my time on Earth, I have brought people close to my heart pain and hardship and because of that, many of those people have made themselves scarce. To a degree, I have yet to even forgive myself, let alone know the meaning of such a phrase. I can only ask that you would pray that God would heal me in the deepest parts; if I am to do His will from now on, I don't want to hold on to this guilt.

I have failed someone that I love dearly. While I may not know what to pray for, I would ask that you would pray for God to take this situation from my hands as I give it to Him. Also...this person means the world to me, even though she may not be able to tell from my actions this past year. Please pray that God softens her heart toward me even though I am undeserving of it.