I need help finding someone who can help me learn to love where I am and accept that I won't be someone special and I won't change the world, and I need help to love myself and find the cause of my low energy and to stand up to my parents when they tell me I'm costing them to much money and that I'm to fat, to learn that I need to let it wash over me and not care.

I've been praying hard for God to help me stop being envious of other people and their blessings, my best friend is expecting her first baby next monh and I know that I need to be just happy for her but I'm really struggling as I no longer beleive I'll ever get married or have children and I no longer beleive that my dreams will come true so I envy people who seem to have it all even tho one or both are very selfish. I pray and read the bible and keep praying for others and my partner if we are meant to be that things will get better but I'm struggling to keep the faith.

My partner is under a great deal of pressure a work and being reated very unfairly but she won' do anything to make her life easier she won't go and get her ID and she's drinking a scary amount and she smokes, I love her and feel I need to stay with her but I can' watch her destroy herself because she won't let go of past hurts and trauma and won't go back to councilling. I need enlightenment and srenght and she desperatly needs peace and o forgive herself and ohers.

I'm 38 years old and run my own house/petsitting business and I work as an au pair I've had a never ending battle with my weight and my parents because of it and now if I don't lose weight I'm going to get kicked out of the house, I also suffer from Depression and up until 15 years ago I was on medication for epilepsy so my self esteem is very low due to my developmental years being slowed, my folks can't seem to see my good point over and above my bad points and every critical word hurts me. Please help me know Gods plan and love so I no longer need others approval.
My gf also needs help moving on from the past and learn to love herself.

Please Lord help me live up to and beyone my potential, give me strength to get through and enjoy every day of my life. Help me know and understand your plan for my life <3 Thank you Lord Please be with dad on Monday when he goes in for his op and help us to help him recover Amen

Please pray for healing and peace in Gods will for my life, my girlfriend and I are going through a rough patch and I don't know if she is commited to making this work but I know if God wants us together we'll be together but I need patiance and wisdom to know how to proceed. Patience to with my family and her family some of whom are very self absorbed, work and friendships. thank you all God Bless

Please help me hear Gods voice and know his will for my life, thank you for answered and unanswered prayers. I'm bit short of work at the moment so if it's Gods will for me to have more work please help there or if I can take a break that Lord helps me know where to go and what to do and be sensible with his gifts. My girlfriend is now looking for work in Cape Town I know we are meant to be together she needs help finding and looking for work. thank you.