I'm having major issues in every aspect of my life at this moment! I'm in pain due to auto immune disorders- (which is leading to depression- or my depression could be leading to my pain) I've not quite figured that out) I'm very anemic- and having financial issues with not much help from family. My children don't understand my pain- nor do they care. I'm only good for a babysitter/bank/pharmacy. (I'm learning how to tell them no- but it's very hard due to some guilt I'm holding onto) can I please get some prayers for strength to make the last chapter of my life the best one there is? I want to do something great... I'm not sure if my book of poems will help someone- or writing a book of the strength I had- to keep from committing suicide every day to save my family from the embarrassment of what a weak daughter they had.... I'm not even sure of how or what to ask any of you to pray for. I just feel so lost and alone...

Dear God. I pray for strength to stop smoking my electric cigarette. I pray for strength to deal with my inner demons and the guilt that weighs on my shoulders every day. I pray my grandkids are able to learn about Christmas as I try and explain the reason for the seaso. I have no money to buy them anything..but we will all be together.to me that's the most important thing. Ty for listening and keeping me in ur prayers to become strong!

Please pray for my family...my brother in law Charles just had open heart surgery and he is not doing well..his children lost both grandmother's this year..cannot bear another loss for these 2 little ones. Also my uncle Jim and aunt Shirley are in the hospital and not doing well either. We just need prayers for a, speedy recovery for my family members. Thank you very much and God Bless