I just cannot go on. My first thoughts upon waking are bad and I go into panic mode. Ansiety has taken over my life. I'm scared, lost and all alone. I pray all day and all night. I cannot function this way and it feels like nobody cares. Don't know how much longer I can do this. Help me to see God as he used to be in my life. I have lost interest in everything. I look forward to nothing. I am dying.