i am the object of ridicules by others around me of the things that i never knew nor i used to do. 8 takes me long long years until now that i'm suffering. i have sinned but i am not lustful. I have loved unconditionally s my cause that my oppressors cannot understand because they want to blame me maniac. Some of my oppressors take advantage to conceal their filth or rubbish on my plight. Now, I keep in silence, I refrain from hurling insult to those who treat me with disgust and I rely on and quietly wait for my Lord God's healing and restoration for me are my acts of fasting. Please, pray for me that I am strong to my fasting.