I really don’t know where to begin, it all stems from my childhood. I was never told I love you or had a hug from my parents till I was 19 years old giving birth to my first son. My father passed and apologized for the way he treated me in my youth. My mother is still alive and doesn’t acknowledge me even though I see her every week and I take her to do everything she needs. Everything in my life stems from my childhood. Yes I’m adult now and should be Able to overcome the horrible things that happened to me. All I want to hear from my mother is the words I love you. And mean it. I have struggled with drug addiction and alcoholism. I have over achieve that. I just want my mother to acknowledge me. And I still will continue to help her and hope that before she passes she tells me why she treated me the way that she did. I have children and I love them more than anything in this world and grandchildren. I would never say or do things to them that my parents did. So many times I want to give up on this life. But it’s because of my children And grandchildren that I am still breathing today. God I ask for healing in my life. I’m a good person and I love with all my heart and soul.
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