I don't know what God is doing in my life, can you help me?

There was a preacher prophesied about my life saying that I would witness hundreds of people getting baptized, my marriage life will be lovely and peaceful, I would experience double portion of blessing.

But my life right now is far from that:

1. I'm about to file bankruptcy, my money situation is upside down.

2. I have depression

3. I can't get rid of pornography and masturbation

4. I can't sleep at night and I have a hard time getting out of bed in the morning.

5. I cannot persist in doing the things I'm supposed to do like study, I do thing I'm not supposed to do like look at pornography

Can you ask God what's going on? I pray so many times still no answer from Him. I just feel like it's hard for me to live on like this emotionally and psychologically

I need help pls