Pray that my EMDR treatments and somatic therapy will work . I am trying to get rid of 40 + years of trauma

Praying that my friend, JCW, and I can forgive each other and pick up our friendship again and repair it .

Help me with my situation please

Please God. Please help me and my friend , J , reconcile and talk soon . I haven’t talked to him since January . I know he was upset at me and I know I let my anxiety get the best of me . I’m coming back .

I need to get out of debt .
I need to end my abusive and difficult marriage .
I need to repair and reconcile with someone with whom my relationship has been strained due to a third party and my anxiety getting out of control

Lord, please need the hell I have been going through at work this year. Just please do it . Help me improve relationships with friends and co-workers . Help me heal from trauma from this year and years past. Help me win my friend back. Help me become the leader I know I am and not be so held back .

I need prayers that I will reconcile amd repair my friendship with my friend , JW. His friendship has meant so much to me . His confidence and my confidence were betrayed by another person who wanted to keep him all to herself as a friend and wanted to show that he considered her a better friend than me because she got him to say he would never have a relationship with me outside of school like she does . (She is married by the way. )
My anxiety got so bad that I wound up being taken to HR to explain things . I am not allowed to have any contact with him or her in writing or verbally.
It kills me that I can’t have any contact or interactions with him .
I want him back in my life . And I want my anxiety cured