Papa I thank you that you hear all my prayers. I thank you for sacrificing everything of value in order to reconcile w me. I thank you from where you brought me from. I'm grateful that you alone are God and have no equal. I'm reminded of your Grace mercy and peace you renew daily Lord. But I would be lying if I were to say that I'm not experiencing fear right now. I know yours is the report that I need to believe, where are you in all of this. What is your heart's desire in this. What is your will and how do I align with it. I thank you for your boldness. I thank you for girthing me and protecting me completely. I say yes Lord my whole heart says yes! To what I'm still not quite sure but what I do know is you have never left nor forsaken me. That you are bigger than any report this doctor may have. So I say yes Lord! And I'll bless you and praise you because your rod and your staff comfort me. And I look to you because I know you're able to I know you're a healer. I know that you're a healer deliverer and you love me. So I say yes Lord. I'll walk through this because I know I'm yours and you perfect all that concerns me.

Abba, it’s me yet again. Finding myself in the need of prayer. Lord I love and adore you and thank you for your Grace and mercy which you pour on me daily. Lord I’m not proud of my actions today mostly because I represent you and regardless of my emotions it is my duty to minister not to play victim of. Help me Lord to be more like you. I repent of my sins Lord and accept the gift of your salvation and redemption. Help me to be of better service to your people. Emboldened with the truth and sharing of the gospel. I love you Abba. I really do and am still in awe of how you love and continue to love a sinner saved through the grace of Jesus and what he did for me on Calvary over 2000 years ago. Bless your name Lord God, and allow me to be a blessing unto you Oh God my King