Pray for me. I have problem with lack of hope and faith😢😢😢

I want to be happy. I'am not and I don't know why it is that I have this empty feeling.

I need to accept the fact that I have cancer. Most of the time I'am positive but there are days that I just feel that it is to much weight to carry.

I want my partner to leave my house in peace. why in peace because he is very agressive and negative. i don't want lo live with somebody like that anymore. It is my house but because I'am afraid of his reaction I won't tell him to leave. Pray for me please