Dear God thank you so much for giving me the strength to overcome manipulation. God I'm so thankful you protected me from that type of manipulation. God I just pray one day somebody can lead him in the right direction, may his actions match his words. I pray he get whatever he needs in this world, and although he tends to use your name in vain God, I pray someday he can live by what he preach. I pray he can heal, I pray to you dear God that he can find him a good woman and that he can overcome some problems and see the true meaning of being a leader and a lover. I know God he also has decent qualities as a son of God. I ask that you can heal him of his trauma and place him in healthy, safe, and clean environments, I ask that you can guide him, protect him, and lead him back to your love God and help him see the error of his ways in order for the growth to happen.
I pray that you can deliver me from grief, disappointment, guilt, and shame, God I pray that you can forgive me, I pray that you can help me forgive myself, and I pray that you can help me forgive him. Although I only knew him a short time dear God, I know I love him, but I pray that my love can be returned back to me the way I give it so freely.
I pray he can forgive me as well for the parts I played in the demise of our relationship. It barely made it off the ground, because I don't like the manipulation, disrespect, and hurt he gave me.
God please just heal me and help me move on.