5/7/15
Heavenly Father, I pray that i have been hearing your still small voice in making my decisions as of late. i am giving my written letter of resignation this morning - i was hired at super 8 in Wenatchee. The hours are less( only 4 nights, but i am also to do fill ins for any who call in sick) and the pay is less but i believe that I have weighed the major points and with us cutting back on things financially such as neither of us have active cell phones and we changed to cheaper insurance, and we changed from having cable, internet and phone which was about $135 a month to having a land line and internet seeing that we never watch tv only movies on netflix and hulu. Marc has assured me that with the money that I will save from driving to leavenworth nightly and the wear and tear on the car is the biggest saving. I pray that this job will meet everything that i need and i will enjoy my new co-workers.
I thank you for giving me life and the blessings you pour out over mankind daily. The earth and the heavens- the sky and the depths of the waters and all that they consist of. Without you nothing is possible.You are my rock! Amen

04/20/15
Lord I know it has been a while since I last prayed .. It is not that I havent been praying , I have...

Christians daily faultier in their walk with Jesus, I am no different. I have given myself over to you Lord, yet still I tend to veer off your path, in my own will.

I thank you for another day/night of my life, and all the blessings that you have poured out on me. I also want to thank you for the trials you have set in my path that when I give the burdens of them over to you I am victorious.

Lord please continue pouring your love out on myself , family and friends. Guide me that I might be more like the way I was made to be. I know I was made in your image – please help me to live in your will. Lord please make me a deliverer of your messages and love to those who may not know you.

Thank you for the protection you freely give by my declaration of my life to your kingdom.

Please Lord, guide both Marc and I in our everyday lives. Please touch my kids hearts that they may begin inquiring of you. I pray that you stir their hearts that they would long to know your undying love.

AMEN

Lord - i thank you for the opportunity to have met Tahmina. Thank you for blessing me with the company of Michael, Sydnee, Dylan and Ben who attended church services this morning and had a chance to hear Tahmina's story this morning. Thank you for the great food and presentation tonight at church. Thank you for affording me the opportunity to get to spend both monday and tuesday evening - listening to more of Tahmina's story.
Thank you for all the blessings that you have pour out on my life. All which are only possible through you.
I truly feel fortunate to have the people in my life that i have today. I have a church family who have seen that i am on the shy side and have stepped forward to help me to get to know them better- breaking me out of my shell little by little. I accept you in my life and heart. Asking again that you wash me of my sins, reside in my heart -reserving my place in your kingdom Lord.
Please guide me with the things that you see me waining with, show me how to redirect myself and glorify You.
I ask these things in Your heavenly name.
Amen

Lord I thank you for another day of this wonderful life that You have given me. I know that I take things for granted like the beautiful day that I slept through yesterday. I humbly ask that you turn me toward Your Will and that I take the time for those small yet significant things in the world.
Lord, You know what is in my heart, the hopes and dreams as well as the fears and doubts. Please Lord, draw me closer to You that my hopes and dreams out shadow those darker thoughts.

Lord I thank you that Harry was not hurt any more than what he was in the accident that he was in- Lord I thank You that Lisa was able to talk him into staying at the hospital for observation. I also thank You that Marc was able to see that I can still care for my ex in laws and not be involved much more than that. Lord please take care of them - they have tried to live Your Word and be a role-model for their kids and grandkids. Take care of them here on earth until it is time for Yu to call them home to You.

I ask that You make me aware of those time when I stray from You- opening my eyes to the ways to grow with You and not away from You. I want to be a teacher for my kids although they are pretty much grown.

Lord I ask that You be with Marc as he heads towards his surgery date. Calming him, and putting him at peace. Lord, I know that you have our lives already planned out. I ask that if it is in Your Will that Marc recoup quickly and more peaceful that before.

I know Lord that You love us and hold us in Your Heart. I ask that You make us more aware of You and Your Will - Lord please draw us in and give us testimony that we can share with others.
Lord I ask that the friend I have online be reunited with his children that their mother has placed in foster care, and that this man love and cherish all of his kids when he gets them back. That he too can testify to Your Power Grace and Love.
AMEN

Thank you for the day. The sunshine and the rain. Help me to see You in all of Your makings, Help me to find the positive. You are the truth and the light .

Not sure what is going on with me as of late. I feel better about self this week, I feel different. I cant really explain, but I feel GOD working within me. This week on Friday night I was so very excited to get off work( I work nights) so that I could go to church, I thought that Saturday was actually Sunday. I have been talking to GOD in my quiet down times multiple times through out my nights at work as well as when I am at home , when I pray I thank HIM for the struggles and the lessons taught. I am at peace with so many things that in the past I would be obsessing on. I am tranquil as of late and I rather enjoy the feelings.

I am being held by YOU OH LORD and I feel YOUR LOVE radiating out of me, I feel myself instead of being the impulsive person I was just a few short weeks ago I feel myself within a very brief pause making choices based on YOUR WILL for me instead of living out, and lashing out with out thinking of how I am not living the way YOU would want me to be living, I am not saying that I am doing EVERYTHING in YOUR WILL but I see the changes within myself. I love myself more today than I can ever remember falsely loving myself in the past.

LORD I thank YOU for the day. Everyday I walk in YOUR GRACE is a blessing that YOU have pour out in my life. I thank you for the people both past, present and future that YOU have given me - blessing me. I ask that YOU continue to bring people into my life that help me draw nearer to YOU.

LORD, YOU know my heart and YOU know my thoughts even without a sound slipping from my lips. Even though I have gone through it before I have to say here that I am fearful of the procedure I am having this week , and I am fearful of Marc's surgery that he is setting up tomorrow as well as I know he is too. Please LORD, work within the both of us that YOU might calm these fears and keep our eyes on YOU. Help the both of us to complete what is broken in ourselves and one another. Draw us into YOU LORD. Use us as YOU see fit, to be the conduit of YOUR LOVE.

AMEN

Heavenly Father, I thank You for the days You have given me. I thank you for the struggles I get to walk through with Your Grace and love. I thank You for the many blessings You have provided me as well. I pray that you hold me close and draw me nearer to You and Your strength. Guide me in my thoughts and actions educating me of the places that I need to make changes. All things are possible through You Lord. Amen

Holy and Heavenly Father, I thank you for giving me life and the many blessings You have pour out to me throughout my life. I know that You have a plan You have designed just for me, and even though I complain I am thankful for every moment you have set aside especially for me. I thank you for the difficulties - for You have always brought me through it - not always graceful but I appreciate the lessons that I have learned. I ask that You continue to grow my faith and love for You drawing me closer. I ask that You place Your loving hand in mine and walk with me in my searching faith. Please draw me to Your teachings and help me to live in Your word. Amen

Lord I pray today for the blessings you have recently poured out over my family. You truly have worked wonders in our lives. I ask that you continue to cradle us in your loving hands. Lord I ask that you continue to watch over our health issues, assisting us to succeed with our challenges and keep us moving forward towards your love and grace. Bless you Jesus , amen

Wow when it rains it pours that sure seems to be the theme in my household lately. Marc was fired and I got him a few days of piece work at the hotel and then he thought that his back was going out( something that he is no stranger to) but it never fully went out on him but it got worse. He bit the bullet and told me that he wanted to go to the Dr and we were told that he had either a pulled muscle or a herniated disk. that was on Wednesday, then Friday rolled around and on our outing to run errands he insisted that I take him to the ER where we were told that it was a herniated disk from the MRI that he had - spent from 9:30am til 3:30pm in the ER that day with him. then Monday he went back to his primary Dr and we were told he was needing an ultrasound on his leg because he either pulled a hamstring or it was a bloodclot- so with the Dr. appointments we were in a dr's office or the ER from 1:45pm til after 5:30pm. I was glad to come back to work, Marc was told he was not able to drive due to the fact that he has lost feeling in his right leg - which is now spreding into his groin. He goes in to see a specialist to see if surgery is a possibility. what ever the case I pray that both he and I remain positive in the situation and that God cradles us in HIs loving hands to see us through the struggles