My family needs prayer. My husband keeps telling me I am a disappointment as a wife and that he cant live this way. I really feel his heart isn't in this marriage anymore and he loves someone else. Im lost at this point. My mom is elderly and my brother is crippled. I'm really trying to balance things but it seems like I continually disappoint. If it wasn't for my son, I would give up completely. I have continuous thoughts of suicide. I don't know what to do.