I ask God to restore my life to me. I came home from the grave yard my husband was killed 21 years ago and I could not get out of my car. I set frozen with no desire to move at all. I feel myself fading away in side and wish the same for my outside. God I need your sprit to show me I am alive . Help the hurt to heal that my mother has given me. Help her see that you can not treat people ugly and every thing will stay the same. Help her and me to keep our words gentle and not cause pain to others. I need to be up lifted in the love of God.