I would like to be able to find a job after being laid off for 5 months and I hope returning to back to school to become a teacher will work out for me. I hope I can past my tests, because this is my livelihood. I just hope I don't experience the problems I had when i tried to get on my feet before and after my husband died with mean people standing in my way.. I cannot take much more of this and I am in the position I am in, due to these nuts always doing me in.. I mind my own business and do not bother people, I work hard always no matter what I did and need a job to help myself and family.. I need a break and had a tough life when my husband died.. enough is enough. God needs to help me and my children.. give us a break. I lost someone close to me and he was my husband.. what more do I need to go through along with kids? my husband is gone who was my wage earner.. that was hard enough losing him.. thanks