God please help me to be with my beloved only to me and to Cristmas and New Year we come together ... and he will ask for my hand, and I had a gift of gold rings....thank you

God help me to regain health, I try not to damage it and on .... Help me find my beloved, that maybe I've found it, but I have not understood? I want very much to love and so much love and god help me.I can find the right direction where to earn money to be able to fix your old house ... the roof will soon fall on the head .... I do not know what to do with the merits of sufficient desperation ....