Going to church and reading the bible are all good things, however praying to God is as simple as talking to him whenever and wherever you are, he listen no matter what. Rome was not built in a day, everything takes time, endurance brings perseverance, be still and you will hear him speak but keep in mind you may not always like what is being said due to always wanting things our way but he knows best, so just listen and everything will be fine. Stay blessed my sister and hang in there.