God I pray for a husband..not just any husband..but one according to your plans..I understand that there are many things in my interior that need healing..God I ask that you heal me internally so that I don't push the right man away..Please God help me control these impulsiveness reactions..I always let the enemy whisper lies to me,making me believe what's never happened..this has caused me to say hurtful things..I don't know how to stop pushing people away God..I just really want a husband that has the patience and your love God..if it's in your plans for me to remain single..please God help me understand and fill me with your love..In Jesus name I pray this comes true.

God how I wish I knew how to hear your voice..I wish I knew what you want from me..im not sure where it is you want me to be or who it is you want me to be with if anyone at this point..I just want to be in peace with myself..and find self love..I just don't think I can do it on my own..but I feel so disconnected from you..