I need the lord to give my son the stregth he needs to get thru everday and I need prayers for god to guide me thru this as I need the strength to stand up to my abuser. My ex husband. My daughter was hospitalized due to blood clot and stroke at 18 after her gahlbladder was removed she was taked dow by a blood clot.. my daughter Destiny was nearly lifeless and paralyzed I had to stay by her in the hospital and make sure she had proper care, i asked my ex husband if my son 12 yrs old at the time could stay with him durring that time in the hospital.. he immediately started alienating my son. Hasnt let him see his sister or me, and hit the courts for primary custody while I was still caring for my daughter in the hospital.. I wasnt aware of the hearing.. he blindsided me... At the time I had to give up my apartment because i didnt work for months while seeing my daughter thru her healing.. we stayed with family and friends as we needed the help.. my daughter is walking again and we have been doing well we have had our own place almost 2 yrs a d ny ex was suposed to be letting us see and talk to my boy.. he was suposed to be allowed back home after i had my own place 2 mos... I have been trying to see and talk to my son all thru this but my ex hisband has abused the system he has blocked me from calling and has controlled my boy to no end.. I feel like my son thinks its my fault for letting his dad keep him while we were staying in the hospital for months.. and I understand his pain. I didnt know my ex husband would get away with this.. I cant afford legal counsel and my ex husband is such a manipulative abuser.. I am so sad that I didnt protect my son from this.. I didnt know I would become helpless.. but I am stronger now. My daughter is stong now.. and I am trying to get the strength to fight back with the lord guiding me and lifting me everyday.. its so hard tho when you feel so broken.. I am broken by my abuser but I am not beat. Please pray for god to put his hands around my boy and bring him back to his loving mom and sister