Many people I loved have walked out of my life no matter how I struggled to keep them. But I realise I cannot force them to stay. My male best friend has virtually disowned and blocked me because I kept trying to be his friend after he got a new girlfriend that dislikes me. It hurts so bad and he keeps going back on forth if we should be friends or not. But we are brother and sister in Christ. I understand confusing situations. And honestly? Maybe I tried too hard when I should have given it to God. So I give it to him now. God, whoever walks away from us for any reason. BLESS them, be with them and walk with them. Guide them in the ways they need and help me to find new people who truly care about me. Amen. Please pray, because with my family gone, friends are all I have and the lonliness is beyond painful. But despite being pushed away I know my friend needs prayers too