I pray that you help me with my seriousness and self importance and bring me closer to you

I pray to you god to help me to know what to do i have a friend that i met in recovery and she s been my rock for 17 months she s my best friend but i m having more feelings toward this girl i m scared i ve told her about my feelings and i think it made things akward i m all full of mixed emotions and scared i will lose her as a friend so can you guide me god please i dont know weather to love or leave

Today God i ask that you come into my life help me become a better person a loving person that you take away my pain to help me release all of the hate an anger God help me be the person deep down you want me to be.AMEN