I have reached another barrier to progress. I have planning to do and things to work out and I feel pressure. And I shrink away from pressure because I have to walk towards things I am afraid of. Leaving my mom, leaving my family, leaving my job where I have helped people and they don't want me to go, and walk into the face of fear and trust God with my freedom. Not knowing where to begin so much weight on me. Please pray for me. Thanks

I failed multiple times tonight. God still got me through it. I dont fully understand the why of it and what God is doing. I dont get what I want fast enough. I don't have concrete proof that I will. Life feels like all work and no play with no end to the suffering. But I do know God is doing something in me and I'm in for the ride. God is good and just because I can't feel it or see it now i belive that it will happen. Whatever it is. The desires of my heart.

Need prayer for strength endurance and help with fear and anxiety. I am just starting to realize how anxious I am. Its what causes me to talk and w I rry so much