Today my heart is very heavy. 54 years of age and need a prayer request on what to do! Live my life chaotically or go back home after 3 plus years to my husband that killed my animal! He wants me back with no animals. (That's fine). I am scared I have no experience in jobs. Was in furniture sales. To much on my body. Been sick from stress. Living with one family member to another. Need some prayers please. I need guidance! 🙏