dear God heavenly Father ❤️

these times are difficult as Christmas comes near. i am living in a place with no family and no friends. in Austria to be exact. it is not very warm here both literally and spiritually. i am trying to find my happiness after losing a loved one who i moved here to be with for. we are no longer together and i am suffering. i am trying to find a way to be happy here alone. i have become accustomed to being alone and i like it most of the time. i don't like where i am living and the partner who left me living near does not help. i am constantly reminded of him.
please God I ask you and my fellow worshipers to send me a healing solution. one where i can leave this country and go somewhere new or one where i can find happiness and joy in this place where i am now. please god, i asked you for a long time to reunite me with my lost loved one. i know you have not done that yet and i have lost hope that you will. please help me to get through this Christmas season the first time alone. sending love.