Please pray that God and the Holy Spirit would help me open up my heart to them and that they would help me let go of any unforgiveness I have for anyone in the past who has hurt me. Especially Brad.

Please pray God gives me revelation and direction and clarity about what to do next in my situation and also the courage to do what He asks of me. Please pray God would heal me from chronic untreatable depression I've had 20 years now and also deliver me from a meth addiction. I got sober for a month but then relapsed when I saw I was gaining weight.

Please pray God helps me forgive and heals my heart from all unforgiveness and bitterness and resentment from all who have hurt me in the past. Please also pray God helps me open my heart and recieve His unconditional love for me.

Please pray God heals all the unforgiveness and bitterness and resentment I have in my heart from all the people who hurt me in the past, especially Brad. Please also pray that God would help me open my heart and fill me with His unconditional love. I am drowning in a meth addiction and I want to be healed but I'm not reaching out for help because the only times I ever have, I have gotten shamed or hurt or both. Please pray God will help me to accept that no one loves me and no one will.

Please pray I am able to forgive and let go of my past. Also to be able to see myself the way God sees me and not worry or be affected by what other people might think or say about me or to me.

Please pray that God will fill me with His love and that my heart will be able to recieve it. Also please pray God by His mercy, would give me His Grace and clarity to overcome my addictions and depression.

Please pray God starts to bring His promises to fulfillment in my life even though I have little faith. Please pray God helps me forgive Brad and heals my heart of all the damage and pain Brad has caused in my life and please pray God then erases Brad from my mind forever and that Brad never comes back to hurt me in my life ever again. Also please pray God heals me of 20 years and counting of untreatable depression and the meth addiction I developed as an attempt to cope with life and numb myself to stay alive. And finally, that God would heal me of my fear of gaining weight which made me relapse.