Please pray for me that God would deliver me from this depression I have struggled with for over 20 years. Nothing helps really. Everything in my mind says give up and I want to so bad but I'm afraid of hell. I'm sure people get sick of hearing my prayer for this. I hate hate hate asking for prayer. I've prayed long and hard and cried many tears days and nights and it really takes everything I have to keep it together in public for work. That alone spends what little energy I could have used to try to get myself out of this depression. I've tried many different things and I've tried different ways of asking God if He would please help me. I can't discern the answers if He does answer. I don't even know what I need or what I need to ask for in prayer. I just need this pain to end. People say to me I do this for attention but I do it because I don't know what else to do. I've done all I know how. I hate asking for anything from anyone and when people say things like that I really feel like maybe I shouldn't be alive and that maybe God really did make me to hurt me. I wish so bad God would deliver me from this so I could help others who are struggling with this. At this point, I feel like everything I did to try and show God my love for Him was in vain. Like all my love for Him was worthless to Him and so were all my tears and prayers. I just want it to stop hurting that is all because that is all there is in my life all I feel and all I have felt forever and maybe I'm already in hell? I just don't know what I did that made Him so angry. I have no hope, nothing left. I hope I'm not too much a burden. I'm sorry to bother anyone. Its getting to a point where I would sooner end my life then hear I'm doing this for attention again. I'm not there yet but I don't know how many more times I can hear that.

Please pray for me. My life is going into the toilet. I can't turn it around and it looks like it won't ever get better. God never answered any of my prayers before and I'm feeling like He is never on my side. Please pray God saves me I'm not going to make it through this and I feel like He abandoned me long ago because despite how much i pray and read the bible and seek Him, He makes sure I have to bend over backwards to get any speck of mercy He lavishes on everyone else. He doesn't love me. He made me to hurt me. All I did was love Him and all He did was reject me and hurt me and ignore me when I cried out for Him. I feel like He abandoned me. I am heartsick as He's been the exact opposite of how He's described in the bible. I'm dying in this and I've nothing left to give or energy left. I feel life slipping away from me. He threw me away.

Please pray for me. I'm having a really hard time breathing and its keeping me up at night and making me even more emotionally unstable. Please pray God would also heal me of an addiction. I feel like I won't be ok ever again. I need a miracle because I'm going through something I won't make it without divine intervention and I've never had God come through on any prayer I've ever had. I have prayed to be rid of depression since I was 12 and I'm 35 now. My life depends on it and I don't think God loves me enough because I've never had him care to console me or answer me on any prayer. I'm trying not to despair but God won't cut me a break to save my life. Please pray God has mercy on me.

im not ok. i dont know how to surrender. im not ok. please pray for me. im beyond lost.

Please pray for me. Please pray that in some way, God would let me know everything will be ok and that I will be ok no matter what happens.

Please pray for me. That God would help me sleep tonight. I'm really upset and trying not to panic.

Please pray for me. I can't take this pain much longer. Please pray God has mercy on me. I'm desperate for mercy. Please God, have mercy on me. You know how my family is...judgmental. They would only hurt me worse. I can't bear this alone please please please God I can't do this anymore I'm trying with everything I have to hang on but I really can't much longer.

I am truly grateful for everyone who prays for me. Without a doubt, that is why I'm still alive today. I hate that I have to keep asking this, but please pray for me. This mental anguish I feel is overwhelming. I've been on meds for depression for 20 years now and none of them really worked. Now, I have an addiction on top of that. I'm ashamed of what I do and I hate that I feel I have to use to function but I do. It's getting to the point that even this isn't enough. This crushing sorrow is about to consume me. I sat with my emotions and I felt the sadness and cried for a day (I wasted a day), it didn't seem to make a difference. I want to go get help but that means that I would gain weight which I'm deathly afraid of because no one will love me and then everyone will laugh at me and I'll be humiliated. Also, due to depression being a side effect of coming off the drug, along with my preexisting depression, I could go into psychosis and hurt someone or hurt myself. My family would disown me. I can't go to the bathroom anywhere but my house and if I had to go away somewhere, I wouldn't be able to use the bathroom and I don't even know how bad it would get. No one would ever hire me ever again. It would be expensive and if I can't work after because no one will hire me I don't know what I will do. All of the scenerios lead to life being more unbearable and then if it gets any worse that it already is, I know for sure I will take my life and then I'll end up in hell. This pain never ends and just grows. I don't know why it's here or why I can't get rid of it. I've tried praying, reading the bible, journaling, exercising, and reaching out to prayer sites. I'm running out of patience, energy, and hope. God says we won't be given more than we can handle but this is more than I can handle. It has been for a very long time now. God also says He's not a man that He should lie....So I'm lost. Please pray for me that God would take this. It's killing me and I'd rather not tell my family because they will just judge me because that is what they do to people even those in their own family. I don't want to be here anymore and I'm trying to stay but I don't know how much longer I can take it.

Please pray God answers me. I feel invisible.

Please pray for me. I have lost all hope and I'm really really really tempted to end my life. I have felt this way for a long time and this is so much more than I can bear. I want to believe it will be ok but I've had my hopes crushed too many times to believe it. I'm not ok. I've never been ok. I don't know what I need or how to ask for it. I don't know how to describe my problem in a way people will understand. I'm feeling God's hatred when I'm always going through this torment alone. I cry out for peace yet He denies me. I don't know why God expects me to be like Him and be able to handle this but I'm not and I can't handle it. I wish I was never born I'm sick of hurting please pray God has mercy on me and gives me a reason to hope or someway to know it will be ok. I feel like all my efforts to stay here have been in vain.