I am very grateful for each and every person who prays for me. It really does make a difference and I have no one else who would care without judging me. I hate asking for prayer but I'm at the very end of my strength and am losing hope of comfort. I feel like my spirit is draining out of me. I can't do this anymore. I'm so lonely. This burden is crushing me. All I ever wanted was to feel God's love. I need it right now. Please pray God would show me mercy and let me feel His love.

Please pray for me that God would heal me of this sickness where i always feel out of breath and I have no energy and everything aches but my body won't let me sleep. I feel alone and very lost. I want to ask for help for an addiction but don't want to annoy people. I'm exhausted. I feel stupid asking for anything but I just want to be held so badly right now. I feel like my spirit is dying and life is draining out of me.

Please pray for me that God would take away this dizzy migraine ive had the past few days and kept me up all last night. its debilitating. i cant drive barely and my body aches all over and i'm cold and cant warm up. I'm sick of being sick and i'm beyond exhausted. Please pray for God to take this. This is the worst ive felt. i cant afford to rest i cant afford to be sick. no one will like me. Everyone at work will get mad at me. i need to not be sick or else people will be mad.

Please pray that God will help me trust Him more. I put my trust in the wrong people and I can't tell who I can trust. I'm used to trying to manage on my own so it would be a huge step of faith for me. I know that is what God wants but I'm terrified of getting hurt. I've struggled with depression for 20 years now and I haven't gotten an answer as to why I got it, what I did to deserve it (I got diagnosed at 12), and why He won't take it away from me. I say all the time I could do so much if He just took it away but no matter what I do, He won't answer me. (Or I can't hear Him.) I read the Bible but had to stop. I was frustrated that His promises were so fantastic yet I never experienced any of them. I don't know how someone's joy can be made complete.. The new testament is words to me. I've read it. I know there is more. I can't understand it more than words. I get frustrated because I feel nothing and I really understand nothing besides the surface stories. I know there is more but I can't get to it.