I am 15 weeks pregnant and I am 19 years old and in college. The father of my child isn’t looking to be with me and isn’t looking to come around me until the baby is born. He initially wanted nothing to do with me or the baby because he felt as if he couldn’t care for it as he wanted. Now that his family is aware of the situation he’s all on bored. He says it’s a “blessing in disguise”. This seems very flip floppy to me and I just need someone to pray for me because I need guidance. Because I am who I am, I can’t and won’t be bitter about him not being with me. But also because of who I am, I know that he will realize once the baby is born and once time goes by that I’m nothing but pure and good, he’ll attempt to come back. Because I am who I am, I wouldn’t allow it. I don’t care if the universe and god himself was telling me, because he didn’t take the chance the first time, I wouldn’t allow there to be a second time. My family says “what if he wants a family? what if he wants to be around all the time? what if he tries to make up for his initial reaction?” I have no response because it all still hurt me and my baby in a way. So I’m just in need of a prayer for my situation. I’m not even sure if I want him to be there ashen the baby is born or even visit while the baby is in the hospital. I just feel like you can visit once the baby is out for about an hour and then leave. I just need some guidance, some direction..... I need god to tell me what’s what and what to do. Am I wrong to feel this way?