Today I need to pray for my family and for myself, my husband believes in God but our 3 year old and 18 month old have never been to church, we moved states and left everything we knew a month ago and luckily by the grace of God we found a good job already and we are staying with my father temporarily who was never part of my life growing up and tends to be very emotionally abusive but I know it's his own problems reflecting onto me when he says very hurtful things, because of this we are planning to find our own place alot sooner then expected and we have very little to no support as we are 1000 miles away from all that we know, now that's a whole other story I won't get into but we recently became married after an on ND off relatio ship of 10 years we are 24 and Young and we are on new territory that's unfamiliar, I recently had to have my IUD removed and found out not even 10 days later that I had concieved my 3rd child, my husband also suffers from an auto immune disease called chrons disease and we'll I could go on and on and on about the chaos that my life is but I have been hearing the holy spirit as I have been calling out to him and asking for signs I think I may be experiencing what is called the dark night of the soul, I had to put my dog down a few days ago the dog I left in the care of my mother and he was my best buddy all of 6 years and was just the greatest dog iv ever had my heart is broke. To have lost him as I was going 2 come back to him being in an u familiar home and place is also quite unsettling as I was in NC for my whole entire life...and everyone and everything I k ow is there my mom suffers with alchahol addiction. From PTSD from time served in the garden and did two tours in Iraq and she is one of the strongest women I know but I worry about her every day we weren't expecting or planning for a 3rd child and I don't know what will happen but for the first time ever I'm refusing to worry and giving it to God and trusting his timing, please pray for my kids Hayden 3, emberlie 19 months and Jonathan chance my husband and me Sabrina our family needs God so much right now and angels protecting us and guiding us so much as we take this huge leap with our life and try to start new all I know is I just need God to take over my life and save me and my family.