I ask for prayers. Over the last year my Grandma had passed. She was the only person i can tell you that i truly loved. With her passing it made things so much different for me. I’m 18 years old. I’ve been kicked out so i’m barley making a living, hours at work are being cut badly. I turned to alcohol and drugs for a little bit to numb the pain, but i can’t live like this anymore. I had a relationship with God before, but i need help to get back to him.