Heavenly Father,

I come to you with my heart fully broken. I kneel before you Lord asking that you hear my cries. Lord you know ALL the turmoil I’ve been going through from last year to now. And you know my heart. I know you don’t make any mistakes. I know you are a God who multiples , not divides. It’s not easy at all, but I also feel as though if I’m able to make it through this pregnancy by myself while still taking care of our daughter, working full-time, dealing with underlying childhood health issues, all while being a homeowner, losing friends, who I thought were family, and just overall being ABANDONED by my husband … I know that I can endure ANYTHING! Of course not on my own, because I’ve look to you to keep my sanity because of course there’s been times where I was just so emotionally distraught, I didn’t want to feel anything, I didn’t want to cry another tear, I didn’t want to feel any level of depression, I didn’t want to feel any kind of sadness/anxiety , I didn’t it to bleed out into my work life, or even my capabilities of being a good mother. And I truly believe that none of this would have been even remotely possible, if I didn’t turn to God for guidance. So with that being said, I ask God to grant me peace. God grant me serenity. God grant me blissfulness and wholeness. God grant me a “ love “ that embodies you. Grant me courage, Lord I ask that you grant me strength. And just help me Lord to see myself the way that you see me. So that no word from Man can penetrate my heart or my mind or my spirit.

Please pray for me community for a healthy pregnancy & safe labor. Bind up the bleeding. Like the women with the issue of blood on the Bible. No more stress! Just happiness. Rejoice in the Lord our God.

Amen

Heavenly Father,

First I want to say thank you . Thank you for being such a merciful & on time God. The night I wrote and asked the community for prayers, the next day my spouse and I had the REALEST conversation we’ve ever had. And although the vision you gave me Lord has yet to be fulfilled- you restored my faith just in time. When I was feeling lost and unheard. Now Lord I ask that the spirit of the living God continues to work through me, my husband, my marriage, and our life. I ask you God to restore trust , faith and honesty in my relationship. You put us together for a purpose God, and we both lost sight of that & were blind. Restore our sight to keep our eyes on the sparrow. Lord give us your love, and let you glory please speak to both of us, and speak through us lord. Help us to see each other clearly through your eyes, because we were made in your image Lord. I’m not sure why I feel uneasy today God, but I ask for calmness. I ask for my marriage back . I ask that you continue to walk with me Lord. Draw me closer to you. Draw my husband and children closer to you . Let all worldly desires Die. I desperately just want my marriage to work and to finally dwell in the vision you gave me lord. I’m ready! I won’t mess it up. I can’t mess this up as long as thou art with me. Lord you move mountains , you created the heavens and the earth, so I know a task like this is easy . And I know if it doesn’t involve you God, it’s not possible. I ask that the blood of the lamb cover every corner of my life/ home .For you are a on time God. Lord you said ask and believe & you shall receive. Seek and you shall find. Knock and you will answer Lord. And I will consistently continue to do so Father. I claim it God. I Decree and declare it shall be Done. In the name of Jesus, AMEN . AMEN . Amen