Spirit of the living God, I come to you with a heavy heart. My relationship is falling apart with my husband once again. Infidelity has entered my home. I fully forgave him for the first time it occurred -but I refuse to let this demon kill my peace, steal my joy, and destroy my life. I refuse to let him play this manipulative games with my mind. Lord, I beg you to order my foot steps, build me up after this man broke me down, release me from these shackles of pain and depression. I cast all my burdens unto you God because you said Cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you. I just want to be genuinely loved & cared for. I have two kids with this man & it hasn’t been 2 years and he is back to cheating. I’m tired Lord. I’m weak with battle wounds. I need you Heavenly Father. Be my strength, be my eyes, ears and mouth. Order my foot steps and I will follow .
In Jesus name! Amen

Heavenly Father,

Idk what to do. I have relentlessly praying, sowing my seed, going to church, raising the children up to know You, singing the hymns, living and breathing your word Lord. And I feel depleted of everything. My faith not as strong as before. I feel unseen, unloved, not appreciated, emotionally and mentally abandoned in a time I need it most. I’ve prayed for change in my spouse as I approach my due date. I’ve prayed for restoration; I prayed to remove the seed of depression, resentment,bitterness every time that spirit visits me. I been obedient to your instructions. And I still feel a black hole swallowing me. Lord I truly seek your guidance for ordering my next foot steps because the person I love has emotionally disconnected from me. you showed me a revelation for my marriage but I don’t know how to attain it anymore. & then on top of that I won’t stop bleeding in my last trimester. And feel like he doesn’t care. Lord I’m begging you to show me mercy & glory. I’m lost. I need a touch lord from you . I need you to order my steps. I need you to show me how good it can get cause I’m tired of crying and being on auto-pilot to make it thru the day.

My marriage has been going through constant turmoil from the beginning of 2022… and I have faith that God did not bring Michael and I together and bless me with our second child several months later. now that I am 32 weeks pregnant & my husband has lost faith in the relationship.& tells me he doesn’t want to put in the effort to work on it; but he rather focus on passing NCLEX & new job opportunity.
Please God reunite my family, restore peace , restore the love, renew the trust and commitment in our marriage Lord. Let the Glory of the lord fall on my husbands heart. Let him fall to his knees and answer to the calling of the Lord. I told him several times how I’m fighting for the marriage all due to the vision you gave me God. And asked him to give the marriage a chance in name of God ,not man!
Please help him to see he MUST put in the effort so we can be ONE with you Lord & your vision. That the marriage can blossom from the ashes of infidelity & adultery. That ONLY WITH GOD AT THE FOUNDATION CAN WE BE THE POWER COUPLE he indented us to be & watch how the blessing overflow in our lives. I can’t be the only partner working towards the vision , remove the scabs from his eyes so he can clearly see how he is hindering the work of the Lord.