I also have anxiety and anxiousness, I find meditation and talking to mother Mary really helps. I send prayers and positive thoughts to you. In Jesus name Amen

Praying for you and your husband. God is always with you and has his loving arms around you both.

Maybe it's time you leave your husband and get away from what making you unhappy. Life is to short God will guide you he wants you to be happy. I pray for you to find peace and hippieness.