I'm not sure how I feel anymore. It seems everyone lets me down and forgets I have feelings. I am vulnerable and people seem to know exactly how to get to me. Help me to be stronger in mind and soul.
It's not getting better. My life is a mess and on don't know how I will go on. He came home drunk a day before our anniversary and he promised he wouldn't. I threw his present and kicked it out of anger. I barley have money and I saved to buy something for him and I just got a drunk man come home and pass out oblivious to me crying sobbing actually. Please god please it
Just keeps getting worse. Forget my relationship I mean life in general I can't stop crying I'm screaming into a pillow because I'm so hurt angry confused alone and I don't feel u anywhere near me. Please god please I'm so close to giving up :(
I don't know where to begin or end, or who I am meant to be. I am lost. Im not sure If i can be righted again. Its been so hard for so long, its hard to see the light or way forward anymore. There is so much wrong its getting difficult to see the right in anything. I am lost. I need to know how to be me again. I know there are so many people that need you. Maybe I can be included somewhere there to?
I know without you I am nothing Lord, You put me here to complete my destiny and choose right in my life with your love and guidance. They say that you give your soldiers the most difficult trials because you believe in their strength of mind and ability. I am proud to say I am one of those people. I love you dear Father. Without you i am nothing.
Father, guide me into never losing faith, People say we should be god fearing. I don't fear you because you are my best friend and my support, you help me through times when no one else does. I do get upset with you when I feel you are not there but you always understand that me being upset is through fear and you show me that no matter what happens i wont be alone. I do pray by nearly I pray by just simply talking to you. I need your help. Please guide me so I dont stray from my true path, I feel myself being led into a bad place as i was before and i need all my strength and continued support from you.
thank you for keeping me alive so far even though i haven't wanted to be for a long time.
You keep me strong
Please God I am begging you with every fiber of my being. Please I need you now more than ever. Im struggling with money jobs and making very stupid mistakes last year. I hoped that this year would be a positive one but it seems everywhere I turn i seem to hit an obstacle. Im not sure what more I can do. I am trying to stay focused and positive but I can seem to do anything right. Im not asking for money or physical help I just need guidance and to feel im not alone like i feel now.
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