It'll be 2 yrs. in Feb. that I lost my spouse of 23 yrs. I've been struggling with this big loss in my heart. I have my family and I'm very thankful for that, I need God to fill my empty space in my heart and give me a push to move on I don't want to be alone anymore I have to much love to give and wish God would place someone special with the same beliefs and moral values in my path so I don't have to walk alone. The holidays are exspecially very hard for me, may God help me get thru them and let 2010 bring on happier days.