I really made a real big mess of things. I've thought with anger and was so blind. I knew better and should have turned to GOD first and always. Now, I am just a hypocrite that messed up my life. There is NO forgiveness after tonight. Maybe just maybe GOD will able to forgive but not the others that I love dearly and hurt so badly. Love plus pent up rage can make you do some REALLY crazy things that you will NEVER be able to take back. I hope my children can forgive me for one scarring them for life and two ruining their future. I hope they know that through ALL this craziness is a mother that loves her babies to death. Hopefully one day you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I have yet to forgive my parents, but I can't really blame them. I should have gotten help long time ago. When I could no longer remember how I spent my childhood days, I should have asked for professional assistance to get to the bottom --- the truth of my resentment, my craziness, my instability.

Dear GOD,

I do not know how many times do we owe you. We owe you because you have given us life and a chance for everlasting life. Lord, you know the sins that I have committed against YOU and YOUR Word. Please find it in YOUR merciful Heart to forgive me. Lord, YOU have placed me in a situation where I thought the wrong way was the easy way out. I knew/know better, and felt very guilty. Please Lord to not let anything have the wonderful life that I am carrying. Keep all of us safe.

Lord, I come to YOU for my friend from work, Marie. She is working in a company who are taking advantage of her. Please Lord GOD give her the strength to prevail and hopefully find better employment or relief from her current one.

Lord, I come to YOU on the behalf of my very good friend, my "twin", Esther. She wants to give up Lord. Please give her strength. Come into her heart. Heal her, Lord. Thank you for Yvette. She's a true friend. Bless her and her family.

Lord, help this world. Prepare YOUR sheep to enter YOUR pasture. Have patience with this particular sheep (me) who sometimes act like a goat. I will not make anymore excuses. I will return to YOU. I will study YOUR Word. I will evangilize. I will thank YOU every day and night for all that YOU do for me. I love YOU. Thank YOU for loving me.

Thank YOU for YOUR Son, JESUS!

Good evening, I would like to request a few prayers for my friends and family. Lord please grant me the utmost of patience for a child who I have really grown to fully love. I know in my heart somewhere I love him, but there are many times where I can't tolerate him. Please help me raise him and his brother to be great people. Keep my family safe, too please.
Lord, I am asking you to shape my present and future as You already have so even if I haven't seen it. I feel as if I was destined for this path in my life. Although, I am hitting a couple of speed bumps and other obstacles along the way, I know it is Your way of telling me that I am not ready yet. Lord, I really would like for the government of the state of Florida and the rest of the country to open their eyes and see that alternative modalities are the forever lasting trend. There are so many people that are ailing and need healing. Allow licensure here in FL, so we can grant them optimal health with Your blessing.
Finally, Lord I pray for my friends, co-workers, associates, and even strangers that I pass by everyday. I pray especially for Keith who I found out was in a car accident. Let him heal please. Thank you!

LORD GOD, I ask you to please heal my son, Micah and my husband, Jonas. Do not let their ailments weaken them, but make them even stronger. Lay your hands on Noah. Give me the strength to be a better person --- mom, wife, daughter, sister, and friend. Please help my brother, Topaze, and lead him on the right path. Please watch over my mother, Antoinette. Although we may see eye to eye from time to time, but I love her, she gave me life. As for my father, bob, I ask the same. I ask you to please watch over him, for I am one of the few to have a father in their lives. That in itself is a true blessing. Please pray for my sister, Nancy, and her mom. Keep us strong. The devil is a liar and will stop at nothing until he wins. We all know he won't though, especially with you in our lives. AMEN.

Although, the world is only going to get worse, please pray that those that are unemployed find jobs to support themselves and their families. Please for those who have lost their homes are about to lose their habitat. Please pray that we can still have our health even though the majority of us do not have health insurance. Please pray that we can band together and help one another in these times of need. Please pray that we do not forget why we are still living on this Earth (because Jesus died for all of us). And last, but certainly not least, please pray that I am able to give birth to my second child, naturally this time. We pray in JESUS’ name. Thank you. I love all of you just as much as I love myself. I will pray for all of you. GOD Bless. Love, Esther.