Praying i don't lose my home due to heart and spine issues. Please God give me the strength to go on. So hard to be strong when all you have is yourself to get through a really hard time. Please watch over my kids when i go. Get the feeling my time may be coming. I want to go in peace knowing they and my sweet dogs will be ok.

I had a heart attack and was pushed out of job i had for a year. found another, that cut my hours to 19 a week. got hurt, now on crutches. No income, house payment 2 months behind, lost cable, next is phone, then house i built and raised 3 kids in. I have 5 dogs, all rescued from bad owners. Have a heart defect, meds are trying to help. Original muscle stopped working now another is trying to take over to keep it beating. Have root nerve damage in my spine with stenosis, no insurance. Last surgeon says it's to late for surgery. I cant work just any job because of these issues. No heat, shut up in 1 room with elec heater. Only owe 5000 on house and mortgage place wont help, wont defer payment til i get on my feet if i can.Slowly giving up. I need a miracle....