my mind is racing my life feels like it breaking even further apart with the fights between my parents the divorce coming the stress from school i wont be able to handle anything any more but my love and my life with god keeps me going on and i need prayer to help me be strong in his path and his love cause all i can think about is him but i keep falling backwards further and further yet i know i feel him holding on to me but i cant get up further than my knees with the pain thats going on having to take care of my brother with the mess going on looking after my home and my family and i feel more to be with god yet i feel the devils grasp against my arms holding me back and im racing agaisnt his rath looking hoping for the prayers to help me run towards my god and to cry for him more than ever

having big family problems i keep saying alright and i feel fine but it seems to get harder and harder on me to keep going
with highschool seeming to be getting harder for me even though i know i am alright it just seems well im not sure anymore