God how do I know when things are just through? How can I love so deeply but feel no gain....LOVE IS SUPPOSE TO B PRECIOUS GIVIN AND RECOGNIZED BY U....THTS WAT I WANT...MY HEART IS SO BIG AN NO MATTER HOW IM TREATED I STILL FEEL THT EVERY1 IS WORTH SOMETHING....BUT THERE IS ONLY SO MUCH I CAN TAKE...FATHER GOD HELP TO RELIEVE WEN UR OPENING AND CLOSING DOORS FOR ME...HELP ME NOT TO TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED AND SLOW MY LIFE FOR SOME1...I KNO THT PATIENCE IS THE KEY....THINGS WILL COME TOGETHER IN DUE TIME....AND I TRUST U FATHER GOD!! HELP ME TO STAY FOCUSED ON SKOOL BECAUSE I KNO WAT IS AT RISK..I NEED TO MAKE IT...I LOVE U