IM THANKING U FATHER GOD FOR BLESSING ME EVERYDAY. THERE ARE TIMES WEN I FEEL SO LONG AND I DONT KNOW MY WAY. I KNO FATHER GOD I MUST KEEP THE FAITH IN U AND BE PATIENT. I WANT SO MUCH OUT OF LIFE BUT I AM AFRAID THT I WONT SUCCEED. HELP REMOVE DOUBT FROM MY MIND AND HEART. U KNO MY HEART BETTER THAN I KNO IT MYSELF. I HAVE GIVEN MY HEART TOO HIM BUT BECAUSE IM AWAY I DONT KNO WAT WILL HAPPEN. I FEEL DOWN BECAUSE OF THE SPECIAL EVENT COMIN UP AND I KNO I CANT AND WONT HAVE HIS ALL OR MAYBE EVEN NUTHING @ ALL. I JUST WISH I KNEW THE FUTURE AND WAT IS TO COME OF THIS. HELP ME FATHER GOD TO STAY FOCUS ON MY GOALS AND WORRY ABOUT THIS STUFF LATER WEN THE TIME IS RIGHT. BECAUSE I KNO IF ITZ MEANT TO B ACCORDING TO UR WILL THEN IT WILL. THERE ARE EVENTS COMIN UP THT I NEED TO STAY FOCUSED ON AND THT I NEED TO MAKE IT ON. HELP ME TO MEET THOSE GOALS. I KNOW WIT U BY MY SIDE ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE IF I KEEO THE FAITH AND STAY STRONG..I LOVE U AND THANK U